The posts over the last few days have been about hope. Perhaps that isn’t surprising in a blog called The Reason for my Hope! But they have explored a quiet kind of hope, one found in shared light, steady presence, and unexpected kindness.
A few years ago, I realised just how much I need hope. Without it, my emotions sink and the world begins to lose its colour. Everything feels heavier. Harder. Greyer. But when hope is present, I discover reserves of strength I didn’t know I had. Hope doesn’t remove difficulty, but it helps me persevere through it.
I first noticed this in January 2020, at the beginning of the Covid year when hope often felt in short supply. And yet, it was still there, if I looked for it.
It was there in sunshine that made daily walks more bearable. In exchanged smiles on socially distanced walks. In neighbours gathering for street parties, celebrating together while standing apart in their own gardens. Small moments, easily overlooked, quietly reminding us that isolation and despair did not have the final word.
In the years since, I have tried to cultivate a deliberate practice of gratitude. At first, I practically forced myself to reflect at the end of each day and name things I was thankful for. (Some days the list felt stubbornly small.)
But gradually something changed. I no longer had to search quite so hard. My attention shifted. I began noticing those sparks of light as they happened rather than only in hindsight.
Hope, it turns out, is often connected to what we learn to notice.
When life feels overwhelming, despair comes easily. Darkness draws the eye and holds it there. It can feel as though hope has disappeared entirely. The prophet Elijah knew something of that feeling.
After a dramatic victory over the prophets of Baal, when God answered Elijah’s prayer with unmistakable power, things should have ended in celebration. Instead, Elijah receives a death threat from Queen Jezebel and flees in fear. Exhausted and alone, he collapses in the wilderness, convinced everything has gone wrong. He is ready to give up.
God’s response is strikingly gentle. Elijah is given food, water, and rest before anything else. Only then is he sent to a mountain to wait for God’s presence.
A great wind tears across the mountainside, shattering rocks. But God is not in the wind. An earthquake follows. God is not in the earthquake.
Then fire. Still, God is not there. And finally comes a gentle whisper. Elijah recognises God in the quiet.
It is tempting to believe hope must arrive through dramatic change or unmistakable miracles. Something obvious. Something undeniable.
Sometimes God does act in ways that are impossible to miss. But more often, hope appears in smaller, quieter forms: the colours of a sunset, the first signs of spring, kindness offered without expectation, companionship given at just the right moment.
Unlike Elijah, I have not been sent to a mountain in the desert to listen for God’s voice. But I have learned that faith sometimes involves slowing down enough to notice where God is already present. Because signs of hope are rarely absent. More often, they are simply overlooked.
Hope grows when we learn to pay attention.
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